Felt lonely and miserable.
Felt miserable seeing those discounted school supplies at the mall, suppressing the urge to walk over and buy.
Felt miserable when tidying up my stuff, and realise the kids are not going to remember me 6 months down the road even though they showered me with love last September.
Felt miserable when receiving live feed from old colleagues during their meeting, strangely I want to be there.
Felt miserable thinking about going over to the new work place tomorrow, as if I have forsaken everything that I have enjoyed the past 3 years.
Felt miserable when I see guys in pink long sleeve shirts, reminded me of him and then felt more miserable when I go on and wonder why he has not ask me out and then let the misery hit home when I rationalise that I simply was not good enough for him.
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